August 21, 2018/ Linnea Bullion/ ARTICLES/ Comments: 171

“So… how many pros have you fucked?”

Sitting with some male skaters in a suburban Chipotle near closing time, I brushed off the question, taken aback. At just twenty years old, it was the first time I’d been so callously asked about my sexual habits by anyone other than a doctor. It was a question I would have to get used to ignoring.

Let me start here: I love skateboarding.

For the past seven years, skateboarding has provided an avenue for creativity and travel; it has given me brothers and sisters and stories and experiences I wouldn’t trade for the world. It reignited my passion for photography.

But, as a woman, skateboarding has also taught me to tread carefully. I’ve learned that the best way to avoid unwanted sexual attention is dressing like a fifteen-year-old boy (and it doesn’t always work), that the “boys’ club” mentality often means I’ll be excluded from introductions in circled conversations, that I’ll be asked whose girlfriend I am over and over again both at the park and at events––a question at best prodding my relationship status, at worst assuming my right to be somewhere is only earned through my relationship to a man.

I’ve been terrified of garnering the reputation of “ramp-tramp” or “pro-ho” just from spending time with skaters; a reputation which is damning for any woman near skateboarding even when it’s unfounded (never mind that it shouldn’t matter if or how many people a woman chooses to sleep with).

“I’ve been terrified of garnering the reputation of ‘ramp-tramp’ or ‘pro-ho’ just from spending time with skaters.”

Skateboarding in 2018 is being hailed as progressive and diverse. We applaud ourselves for taking small steps forward (Women’s SLS! More female pros and skate photographers!), and ignore the harmful attitudes still being fostered, particularly toward those on the peripheries. When I spoke with one of my friends about writing this piece, she cautioned against it, stating that women in skateboarding have come so far in the past few years and I should wait to see what happens in the next few. But this isn’t an article about female skateboarders. This is a piece about my experience as a woman in skate culture.

Last year, I decided to forego attending Creature’s Rumble in Ramona contest after the flyer brazenly proclaimed, “BANDS – CARS – BREWS – BABES – GOONS – SLUTS”. Sluts? Are “babes” and “sluts” mutually exclusive? Would I be either one or the other for attending? Would I be both? It was such an unnecessary inclusion. I’d looked forward to seeing my friends but was uneasy after reading that. One word can carry a weight that extends beyond the boundaries of a single event. One word can be the difference between feeling welcomed and feeling objectified.

For those of you who will dismiss my frustration as oversensitivity: I envy you. I envy the fact that you don’t have to think about what it feels like to have your self-worth chained to your sex, and that you will never know that feeling.

As the #MeToo movement rose around me, I supported my peers and didn’t pause to reflect upon my own experiences. I didn’t think about the times I’ve been groped or harassed; it was easier to dismiss than confront them. I was complacent.

“Hiding behind being a ‘skateboarder’ as a means of justifying sleazy and careless actions toward women often goes unchecked.”

It is here that we arrive at the slippery slope. Maybe I should have turned back, the late night I was led to a hotel room after being invited to hang out with a group of friends, only to realize my invitee had no intentions of ever taking me to them. Maybe, after turning down his attempts and telling him point blank I wouldn’t hook up with him, I should have bolted. But I didn’t. It was late, I was drunk, and I wanted to sleep. Instead, I was woken up twenty minutes later by him forcing my hand into his pants. I fled, immediately.

That was five years ago, and I still get anxious when I think about running into him. Could it have been worse? Absolutely. But it’s a situation that shouldn’t have happened in the first place. Now here I am, nervous that you might be thinking to yourself, “who cares, it wasn’t rape,” and angry at myself for having those fears, because I need to believe that most of you won’t think that.

There are more stories, of course. Like the many times I’ve had my ass grabbed. Or the time someone came up to me at a contest and pinched my nipple. Or the time I gave a few skaters a ride back to their hotel and one of them presumed I only did so in order to have sex with him. I could go on, but why bother? None of it is excusable.

When I’ve called out this kind of behavior, I’ll be told something along the lines of, “it’s just part of being a girl in skating.” Hiding behind being a “skateboarder” as a means of justifying sleazy and careless actions towards women often goes unchecked. It’s culturally accepted, or at the very least unquestioned. This shrug-your-shoulders attitude does more than demean women, it bolsters the stereotype that skateboarders lack moral character––a stereotype that has hurt friends of mine, and I’d be remiss if I didn’t acknowledge that fact.

photo: 2010

So what?

I am no one to skateboarding. I don’t work in the industry. I’m never going to go pro. And that’s exactly why I wanted to write about this; I don’t have to worry about losing a sponsorship or angering the powers that be. Some of you may say my experiences aren’t that bad, that again, it’s just “part of being a girl in skating.” Boys will be boys. But how is this okay? I’ve endured behavior that has made me question my value, and this behavior is normalized on a cultural level. If these have been my experiences, I can only imagine that much worse has happened to other women.

This isn’t about PC culture taking over. This isn’t about “the patriarchy.” This is about basic human decency. If you think that politics have no part in skateboarding, that everyone should just shut up and go skate: skateboarding has always been political and will continue to be. Skateboarding is not exempt from the pitfalls of sexism or power corruption. We don’t get to dust off our hands and walk away from the discussion; if anything, we’ve only just started.

I’m not asking for skateboarders to exemplify some impossible pinnacle of human morality. I want to stress my experiences so that you can learn from them and better understand what it feels like to be a woman in this specific world. While the path to equality may seem daunting, there are easy ways to push forward.

You can lead by example: by treating others with kindness and egalitarianism. Think about what you are saying before you speak, and call things out when they don’t sit right with you. This doesn’t mean you have to be fearful of everything you say, it’s rather the opposite. This is an opportunity to use the weight that your words and actions carry for the better. You have power and agency. Use it.

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  1. Fruitboot Killer 666

    August 22, 2018 3:20 pm

    If girls want equality in skateboarding so bad I think competitions like Street League and so on should be men and women in the same competition not separate! after all it’s all skaters no gender separation ha ha!

    • Russ Trollbong

      September 29, 2018 4:06 am

      You have not been considered a skateboarder by anyone since inline skates were a popular Christmas gift. The only time you have competed skateboarding was when you jerked off catching a glimpse of your ripper tattoo in the mirror. You are a moist tonsil stone whose claim to fame was winning a arm wrestling match against the small town ex-bully at his grandpa’s funeral. Eat a blood soaked Kleenex shit lord.

  2. Darin

    August 22, 2018 3:27 pm

    It’s disgusting how many people in these comments completely disregard the point of the article and dismiss this as liberal garbage.

    She isn’t saying that female skateboarders are equal and should get paid the same in Street League. She isn’t saying that skateboarding can’t be punk rock or rebellious.

    She is saying that all people should be more conscious of how their actions affect others.

    And if thinking that women shouldn’t be groped in a skatepark (or anywhere) makes me a “cuck.” So be it.

    • Probably Censored

      April 29, 2020 1:16 pm

      > She is saying that all people should be more conscious of how their actions affect others.

      Sure, but these are the well-intended stones paving the road to Hell.

      > She isn’t saying that skateboarding can’t be punk rock or rebellious.

      Bumping up against established boundaries and sometimes crossing the line is the essence of rebellion. So, actually you’re wrong. She’s saying she wants a less rebellious, more respectful, more constrained and muted skate culture where she feels safe and welcomed. She doesn’t have to risk anything except something strictly defined by the sport, i.e. by the dimensions and curvature of the space, the velocity of the board, the physics of the wheels on concrete or wood. She doesn’t want the surmount the male social world. She wants to subtract and neutralize it.

      As for being groped, the difference between males and females here is that a male will either (a) retreat into some other hobby, or (b) push back and win respect from the male group. Women, on the other hand, don’t push back, thus don’t win respect, nor retreat into another hobby. Instead, they want to replace the organic male social space with long lists of rules to manage risk.

      Skateboarding’s ultimate consolation is that the skateboard, by its nature, is a vehicle. Wherever the wet blanket of victims comes to rule over the sport, skaters can wheel themselves elsewhere, away from the corporate and publicly financed spaces, away from the officious and commercialized competitions, to do what it is they want to do in their private world away from Mom, the Nanny State, Karen, and Girl Friend.

  3. Freddy prinze jr

    August 22, 2018 3:57 pm

    All male skateboarders are insecure misogynistic rapists confirmed, cool

    • Nobody

      August 22, 2018 5:05 pm

      You missed the point!!!!1!!!1!!!!

      • quitbeingfascist

        August 22, 2018 5:44 pm


  4. Waffle

    August 22, 2018 4:45 pm

    “A lot of people think that skateboarding owes them. Well, guess what, skateboarding doesn’t owe you shit.”
    – Jake Phelps

    • operation ivy league

      August 22, 2018 4:56 pm

      someone needs to enlighten gmos on that. also, i’ve come to the conclusion that mark suciu should be banned from skateboarding. this motherfucker, man, this asshole comes along, shits on everyone, wants to take everything he can get from skating to fund his fucking literature bullshit? fuck that shit. dude wants to scream about academia, but all he wants to do is take what’s his and bounce. if anybody deserves credit for being a “conscious” skater, it’s Ocean Howell. that guy…that’s a role model in every sense….Ocean Howell has done nothing but give and give to skateboarding. it’s time to recognize the real heroes instead of focusing on shoe sales. fuck mark suciu. Ocean Howell forever.

      • mustard

        August 23, 2018 8:32 pm

        can you fill me in on the gmos and mark suciu things?

      • asd ajsfhh

        August 25, 2018 12:02 am

        Haha how many nine club interviews do you need to watch to realize that skateboarding is a dead end for like 98% of people who “make it”?

        Also Mark didn’t go to an Ivy League; he’s the dirty skateboarder black sheep of an academic family.